Just relapsed after 9 days
Day 0
by Christian
42 upvotes
It got the best of me, it was a way different experience than before, I felt shame and bad even during the relapse, when climaxing, the feeling wasn’t of joy, it was of disgust. The load was massive, my first thought was “all those 9 days wasted in some seconds”, it genuinely felt terrible. I think this time will be different, I don’t think I’m going to relapse as usual, when I break the record I start indulging daily once again, I am sure this time I won’t feel like doing it again because of how unpleasant it was. Stay strong guys, relapsing is part of the process, next time I’ll do 14 days absolutely.
Just be careful when you say relapsing is part of the process. Some might see this and think that it’s okay to relapse, causing them to give in to temptation. Remember, you shouldn’t actively be trying to relapse, however if it does happen it’s okay🙏 dust yourself off and get back up