Almosted Relapsed on Accident
Day 4
by Shannon
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So I wasn’t really thinking about anything sexual for the most part but I was just on my phone on autopilot almost. I randomly without any forethought went to pull up a porn site. It was weird because I wasn’t even being tempted and didn’t even want to watch porn. I was able to stop myself before I pulled anything up but I’m wondering if I would have been able to close the site once I opened it or if I would have relapsed.
That’s a good sign showing how it’s taking over your body in such an awful way. Good job nit giving in tho, it’s a hard thing to do.