Broken

Don't worry. In life there is up and down hills but you'll manage to get on top. You might feel really bad after relapsing but it's part of the progress. It don't mean you could continue doing it or quit it right now if you've had the addiction for a long time.

Keep your head up bro just reset as well. All the things we want are on the other side of this, we just have to get there and we will.