Just relapsed after going clean for 17days

I was beginning to feel more energized and productive with my days. I was able to not be ruled by urges until I kept reading a lot of posts on this app by people who had long streaks and relapsed + i was up past 1 am. It gave a sense of false hope and of ppl with 90 day streaks relapsed, why bother even trying to keep going but that was a stupid decision! I feel awful and I don’t wanna make any more excuses!!!!