Dark place
Day 0
by Lane
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I’m in a dark place. The last few weeks I can’t seem to make it but 3-6 days and I relapse. Leading to more than one relapse in a day. I finally confessed to my wife about my problem. She understood and told me I could confide in her. I told her last week on Wednesday. Since telling her I’ve relapsed 3 times. Idk anymore. I’m so tired of letting this disease win. I’m tired of being weak and giving into the temptation. Lots of prayer and mediation have taken place and will continue to take place. Some days are better than others but today has been of those bad days. Yall pray for me.
Keep your head up man. As others said, well done talking to your wife about it. I know that wasn’t easy by any means. Massive step in the right direction. Stay strong and press on. Praying for you man.