Welp, Day 2

here we go. (So much for posting every day 😬) I just remembered as I was driving that I forgot to post. Posting everyday to instill a counter-habit, making a point to think about the things I think about. When I really think about what I look at, it’s not even about wanting the explicit content itself, or even sex. I have a desire to be intimate with a special lady whom I would be married to, and not necessarily physically. I desire a closeness that I currently lack and that I’m not sure I’ve even felt in my few relationships I’ve been in. I’ve allowed the big P-ography to be a dirt cheap replacement, and that’s gotta stop. It won’t ever satisfy me or even come close to the non-sexual intimacy I crave, and yet I stored my heart in that class safe for years. Keeping that pure desire in mind must become a habit, and should drive me to flee from sexual immorality. On top of that I need a woman who can kick my @$$ Keep on fighting, fighters. There’s hope beyond these hills and valleys