i can’t explain it… had a good week a almost a month ago and fell back into a horrible spiral of relapse and pain. prayed to the Lord on friday and truly felt myself connect. i can’t explain it. i felt as if all of the weight of my regrets and pain just vanished. i felt warm and happy during that prayer. i felt as if God himself was beside listening and consoling me. i cried for so long afterward. These days after feels as if a fog has been lifted from within myself. just know God is there and willing to listen if you speak from the heart.