2 days struggling

I’ve just made it through two days!! I feel motivated to keep going and maintain the streak. But I can also feel a slow, growing battle inside me between my body and my mind. It’s hard to describe, but the bad thoughts keep creeping in, and the urge to watch a video keeps getting stronger… I try to distract myself by reading the Bible and meditating, but those dirty thoughts keep entering my mind over and over again. The desire inside me keeps growing and growing, and it’s always these random images that keep popping up in my mind…