Its time
Im sick and tired of praying and hoping for love to find me when I live in lust. I want to know what it really feels like for the first time, and I know that only Jesus can show me the way. Ive been struggling since middle school - and this is my first time admitting this to anyone. I want to reform my way of thinking, my heart, and my future. I pray that God has set aside someone for me, but the relapses feel like Ill never get to meet her - Ill never get that happy ending. Im tired of feeling that way. Im tired of running from this problem like its just gonna go away one day. With the Lord’s strength, I can get to where he wants me to be. Thank you guys for listening in, this is my first time verbally (through text or otherwise) admitting my defeat at the hands of this addiction for the past 7 years. I want to get better, I want you guys to get better. Lets finish what we started
I feel like I’m in the same situation I see everyone else I know have relationships and now at 18 I do wish for a partner I’ve just recently started getting closer to god I’ve had so many talking stages but it never works out I pray for a partner but I do understand that the only way I can find her is if I become the Christian man I know god needs me to be I just wanted you to know our situations are similar and I’m praying for you