Urges stronger than ever

Been almost impossible to control lately. Constantly thinking about sex, porn and masturbation. I’m aware that it is not good and I am trying to put lust in the trash but it seems as though the closer I come to God and my purpose, the worse the thoughts become. It feels like a spiritual pressure pulling me to do it which is a terrible feeling. Did it this morning and did it twice yesterday which I’m not proud of. Hormones going crazy. Then again, I am still young so it could be the hormones acting up. I just don’t feel good doing it everyday. It doesn’t feel healthy. I’ve beat it before but the urges have never been this strong in awhile. Just trying to block the workarounds in my brain that try to tell me it’s ok. Fighting til the end. I got this.