Side effect or not?
I’ve been staying away from porn for a while now. I’ve gone days, a couple weeks, to just under 3 months as my personal best. I feel much more disconnected from porn than I once did but the urges remain, I have my bad days, but it’s much easier to resist for longer periods of time now. My question is, how do I know / when do the kinks I picked up from porn use go away? If they don’t, is it just something I’m into now? Anything wierd or what I’d consider wrong for my life is no longer an interest to me in any way, I don’t really think about those, but there’s still some things that aren’t bad in any way, just feel unnatural in a way? Is this a side effect that will too pass? Is it a permanent side effect I should ignore or is it just something I’m into and should accept? It’s really frustrating and not having these answers / the ability to act on them in any way is part of what cause my relapses. Looking for a way to live the fantasies in an isolated private way.
https://youtu.be/1HBkrL39xyY?si=xVAaNsyZ9FwkduAu https://youtu.be/daxywGGJPMw?si=8OAQRkGYsFODAuX3 I hope these videos help you aswell brother🙏✝️