Hardest day of my streak

I almost relapsed at around 4pm with my girlfriend. This has been the first time I almost did the entire week. This is my longest steak ever in all my 8 years of this addiction. Im so proud of myself for getting this far. I couldnt have done it without Jesus. I have set some new relapse boundaires which enable me to not relapse. I was so close to finishing but I stopped. For the entire day ive had this like itch that I cant scratch. I cant sit still, I feel as if I have an itch, in my brain. Its a horrible sensation and the only thing that would make it better is relapsing. I have never tried this hard to beat this in my life, and im going strong. The entire night I probably almost relapsed about 20 times, but I held out. Im now going to sleep and I really hope im still not craving this bad in the morning. Im just hoping to get to the 7 day badge so I can unlock the new colour. My best advice to anyone else out there, dont dip your toe in a lake full of crocodiles, because youll eventually get bit and fall in. Long story short, dont tempt lust, or you will fail. Stay as far as possible away from it. Pray for me guys please to help me get my next badge. Love you guys ❤️