1 Day in (kinda)
Im really 3 days free of no porn but I joined the app a day ago, i think porn is one of my hardest struggles. I’ve quit alcohol, Weed, even gambling easily years ago and I think it was easy for me to quit those cause I’ve been fighting a bigger demon. Even as I type this I have the urge and I’m trying my best not to cave in. I started snooping for loop holes like “what if I used my imagination” which some might say it’s ok but personally I know that if I cave, and excuse myself -I’ll be upset with myself. I have a girlfriend who lives one town away so hoping to get this hunger in control -I think sex for the most part is safe and healthy and doesn’t really break my streak, I joined this app to quit porn not to be celibate. I’m just afraid that -without porn what would be my next coping mechanism? and how can I motivate my self to build healthier habits?
The gym, working out, finding a creative expression for your energy. You can do it. Stay strong.💪🏽