I almost relapsed.

I almost relapsed just now. I’ve been sober for almost a week now and it’s the longest I’ve been without porn or masturbation in probably a couple of years. I almost threw it all away on one simple thought “what’s one relapse gonna do”. That very thought is dangerous. Thankfully my phone takes a very long time to download whatever browser I use to watch porn and in that down time, I thought to myself “You know how fucking pissed off you’re gonna be tmrw at yourself”. I feel like this whole week god has been blessing me with a bunch of good things. Girls entering my life and renewed sense of conference and happiness. All of that rushed into my head and I said to myself “No. You are not quitting over some minor urge to do it”. Stay strong my brothers. You will get through this. I will get through this. Onwards and upwards!