3 days lost
Day 0
by Sam
91 upvotes
I just started trying to quit and got this app. 3 days in and I find myself “taking a peak” at 4 am. Like why am I still awake and what am I doing with my life. My mind just goes blank. I turned off all my filters and restrictions then relapsed. Doesn’t feel good, feels like shit. I hate it and it’s never worth it, but I know I’m gonna do it again because I’m weak. Why am I like this.
Most of us are, I definitely am. I think the most important thing is not to be too hard on yourself. I dont know you’re story specifically, but I know most of us started too young, the technology we use is scientifically made to manipulate us, along with a bunch of other factors that make this battle incredibly tough in the modern day. The real battle is not quitting but not losing hope, if you relapse at 3 days, make sure you get to 4 this time, and keep making slight progress, thats how we regain our freedom.