Depersonalization with Porn

The compulsion parts of my ocd have driven me deep into porn addiction. Dopamine hits, compulsive sexual thoughts or actions, weird presses toward more extreme content. You name it. It makes it doubly hard to get through that because it’s not just a body desire or a brain desire but it becomes habitual and biochemical as well.

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Not usually dpdr, but if by OCD you mean feeling like I have to find the “right” video then yeah. I became so desensitized certain only certain “models” or even filming styles would get me “the fix”