Childhood exposure really messed me up

So I guess I didn’t realize how badly being exposed to porn early in life has affected me. Playboy magazines all around the house from the time I was 2 years old. Constant pornography everywhere, everything was sexualized Now I’m 25 and 18 years into a porn addiction. 4 days sober and just now realizing how wild all that really is. Had a serious effect on me Can’t get hard anymore with women I know I find attractive. But I have faith I will be fixed!!!