Got so close but was finally able to fight
Day 2
by Miguel
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I’ve been repeatedly trying to combat my addiction these past few weeks and relapsed many times. Usually, the urges that come when exposed to porn or any other triggers put me in some kind of trance. In that trance I can’t think of anything else but doing the deed, forgetting the consequences. But today, when I was exposed to a wave of lust on instagram, I immediately wanted to relapse. However, this time, I forced myself to be present. I still had a strong urge to relapse but I recognized it and fought back. Im hoping I can continue with this state of control.