Semi-relapsed
Day 2
by Anonymous
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I relapsed to images of a girl I’m with, disappointed but still going strong with no porn . I can already feel the benefits of not watching such unrealistic pornographic films and i think it’ll slowly but surely reset my brain to realistic expectations of sexual intimacy. I wish I didn’t relapse but at least it wasn’t to some degenerate shit. This might just be me looking for excuses so please leave your thoughts below
Reset for sure but definitely acknowledge that you are indeed regaining a more natural sex drive that pulls you to your partner. Even in the darkness their is light to be seen so start again but know you are on the right track. Next time you get that feeling from seeing her photos reflect on how much of a blessing it is to have a sexual desire for one soul, that she is set apart from the rest. Not acting on the desire through sexual gratification is difficult but the fact that it is difficult means you have something worth nurturing. The more you don’t act on your sexual desire towards someone with a carnal response and instead choose gratitude you’ll find yourself being more selfless towards them and they will return the favor exponentially.