Putting myself out there

I just relapsed again and I figured I’d try something new. I’ve never posted on this app but I believe it’s time for me to at least try it. It’s one thing to make a commitment to beating this addiction, but it’s almost impossible to do it alone. I want to put this out there so I’m held accountable for my commitment. All I ask is for prayer and encouragement if anyone sees this. Starting at ground zero again is never easy, but I know I don’t have to do it alone. If anyone has any advice that’s worked really well for them, please let me know. My goal is to hit two weeks clean. So far, I’ve gone about a week without anything before I relapse, which is much better than anything I’ve done before. I simply want to rise up to God’s calling on my life, and this scheme from the enemy is something I cannot allow to stand in my way any longer. Best wishes to those who go alongside me in this journey. Strength and courage, brothers. 💪