First time having sex since

I have been loving being free of this habit for almost 40 days. It has completely changed the way I move through life, the way I look at people and the world around me, the way I communicate with and approach people, and just recently discovered, the way I have sex. It was like I wasn’t focused on what *I* would get out of it or what would turn *me* on, I was more focused on the feeling and the connection itself. More focused on the other person. Less focused on the other person’s body, but the other person in general. Such a better experience.