I am sorry guys

Day 6

by Ben

March 10, 2025 at 11:37 PM

7 upvotes

I still haven’t looked at porn but I jerked off to the memories of my ex fiancé on Saturday morning and I did it again yesterday. And I saw her today as we packed up our house and separated our things. I saw her and I could feel how badly I wanted her. Like an addict I desperately wanted to be with her and after she left I jerked off to the memories of us and now I feel so ashamed knowing that my lust blinds me to who she is, a beautiful image of god. I pray that God frees me from being addicted to her

Comments (4)

Scott•160d ago

We all need grace. Sometimes I think the reason God lets us struggle with this is so we can see His grace when we see progress. He could take it all away at once, but He lets us struggle. Why? He must have a purpose in it, and so I’ve been looking for that as I work on myself.

Trojan•161d ago

You can get rid of it. Being active is necessary but there is no way to speed up time! Time is the cure for this, time spent not engaging in or feeding the habit of lust and short term gratification. You can do this man don't stop trying.

Ben•161d ago

Brother I’ve been getting up at 4:30 am to hit the gym before work. I’m just ashamed because I know that my attactchment to her is lust and I can’t get rid of it

Alex•161d ago

Dude it’s okay to feel this way, you have gone through a lot and you might of just needed a break from the pain you are feeling emotionally. Personally I love the gym as a release, maybe try a new activity or hobby?

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