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I sabotaged the love of my life

Day 0
by Anonymous
161 upvotes

Almost a week since me and my girlfriend of 2 years broke up, I don’t know who to talk to. She was everything, she made me genuinely happy. Until she didn’t. I ruined us, I destroyed my mind with porn to fill the void that I felt like needed filling, I held back a part of myself because I didn’t know how to give her all me, I didn’t know how to love her the way she deserved. Do instead I lied to her, more than once, and I shattered our trust. I broke up with her, and although neither of us really wanted this she agreed it’s probably for the best. I just want to talk to her, hear her voice, but I need to let her heal, and I need to focus on being a better man before I can truly ever think about having anything like that again. I hope y’all are doing better than I am, and if you aren’t just know you aren’t alone ❤️

Comments (3)
Anonymous128d ago

thank you for these words. best of luck, god bless

Robert128d ago

I found myself in the same place late last year, I bought and ring and had asked her parents for their blessing. I am only now realizing the strain porn put on our relationship. Praise the Lord for placing it on my heart and conscious to rid this wicked addiction from my life. We have been broken up for 6 months now. She had tried to come back after 1 month and again just a few weeks ago but the Lord is still doing His work and I am not ready for a relationship quite yet. I still do love her. I thank God for her as I finally felt unconditional love for someone other than family. I feel similarly to you, brother. It’s not easy, but I can assure you the rewards will be absolutely worth it. I stayed off porn for about a year not too long ago and I can attest that I was 10x better of a man than I am now. Porns grip on your life truly does make you deteriorate.

Anonymous128d ago

I meant to say *give me all to her* btw

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