I sabotaged the love of my life
Almost a week since me and my girlfriend of 2 years broke up, I don’t know who to talk to. She was everything, she made me genuinely happy. Until she didn’t. I ruined us, I destroyed my mind with porn to fill the void that I felt like needed filling, I held back a part of myself because I didn’t know how to give her all me, I didn’t know how to love her the way she deserved. Do instead I lied to her, more than once, and I shattered our trust. I broke up with her, and although neither of us really wanted this she agreed it’s probably for the best. I just want to talk to her, hear her voice, but I need to let her heal, and I need to focus on being a better man before I can truly ever think about having anything like that again. I hope y’all are doing better than I am, and if you aren’t just know you aren’t alone ❤️
thank you for these words. best of luck, god bless