Idk anymore
This is a bigger problem for me than just watching porn or finding enjoyment in it. For me this is a mental battle. My now ex recently broke up with me and 2 days after we broke up she started adding guys on her phone she said it’s because she wants to get over me. But idk what that means because I spent countless nights trying to figure it out and figure what I could do to have her back in my life. I have done physical sexual things with her and that connection hurts to know that she needs other men for validation. My addiction to porn is abusive. I watch it to cover the pain. I watch it thinking of my ex sleeping with other men. As crazy as it sounds I know I’m not okay. And everything hurts. I want this addiction to be gone and I wanna live my life comfortably again without having to abuse my body and my mind. If anyone sees this. I just wanna know everything is gonna be okay. I wanna know that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel
My bro, everything that you’re going through right now is because of sin. God designed sex only for the purpose of marriage and all of the negative things everyone on this app is going through is the reason why. Cry out to him he’s can pull you out of this darkness. Romans 5:8 “God demonstrated his love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.”