Holy shit I think I just almost relapsed.
Was trying to watch some anime, and there was a hentai option, and I clicked on it. I didn’t do anything and I only scrolled for like 30seconds before deleting it and watching the normal anime I wanted to watch. I feel like such a failure. I’m on day 34, do I count this as a relapse? Will the progress I’ve made brain wise now be erased?? I’m so worried. What if my 34 days of progress brain wise was just completely scrapped. This was my first time viewing like full on porn and hentai(thumbnails) in over a month.
Thank you guys so much! Also @Fein I’m watching attack on titan and thank you @boris I will add that possible escalation as a reason to never at all gaze at that shit