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Really Sad to Admit it.

Day 1
by Fierce_Deity
198 upvotes

I’ve given my life to Christ for literally all of my life.. but because of this stupid addiction, am I really a good Christan? If I pass away tonight I really feel like I’m going to hell. Ik Jesus washes our blood clean but I just keep running back to it. If something happens to me I’m sure the other side won’t be so friendly to me.

Comments (7)
Jude80d ago

Jesus tends to the broken-hearted. Don’t let the shame and guilt you receive from relapsing have you think that you’re not worthy of Him. What you’re questioning right now is literally the voice of the enemy as satan is now using that guilt and shame festering within to pull you further from God. As long as you recognize that porn is a problem for you, and you’re not enthusiastically going back to your sin, God will always accept you into His arms. However, if you feel distant from Him always remember: He’s not the one who left (Hebrews 13:8)…. Therefore, it’s up to you to pour your heart out onto Him, lay your anxieties onto Him (1 Peter 5:7) and He will heal you. Pray for the strength to resist satan’s temptation, put on the armor of God (Ephesians 6:11), and keep God close to you in this fight!

Fierce_Deity81d ago

You guys are awesome this means a lot!

Joe81d ago

He sees you. He understands your struggle. He forgives. Continue on a path of bettering yourself. 1 John 1:9 - “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

Andy81d ago

I'm a Buddhist yet I have the exact same thought and feeling. It is one of the reason I'm decided to work on it.

Joseph81d ago

Hey man as I’m reading this it says you have a 1 day streak. That’s still a streak man! Let me telling you something. The enemy’s grestest trick is to deceive us and our thought it’s our head saying am I worthy enough or did I lose my salvation those are not your thoughts! God says to a righteous man falls 7 times and is forgiving times 77 times after that. You’re loved by Christ bro it’s okay to be human though.

Fierce_Deity81d ago

Thanks @Joe I really appreciate it

Joe 81d ago

Hospitals are for patients and God is for everyone. Effort and awareness goes a long ways. Hang in there buddy

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