The low right after the high.

I was on a 113day streak. Lasted good but I fumbled it around feb time. Ever since I’ve been on a on and off streak. Before the last relapse I never really felt any shame until the last… it made me think… I’m literally giving my manhood to empty pixels on a screen, I’m more than this… I know I am. Anyways I’ve decided to finally post again to come clean not to myself but to anyone else that’s potentially lying to themselves. I need the accountability. I don’t want to do this again. I have a girl and soon wanting to start a family with. I need to start coming clean to myself to get that head start. Fuck 113streak. I want to get to the point where I’m going a whole year and deleting the app because I don’t need it anymore.