Gave a girl my number..?

5 days finally… I think I just felt so ready to actually get to know real women, and to put my feelings into a relationship rather than into porn, than I talked to this beautiful lady in a coffee shop and gave her my number. It was over 24 hours though and I haven’t heard from her… it’s fine I guess. We’re both moving semi-soon, so I’m not taking it personally. I’m just glad I made it this far. It’s been extremely hard, especially at night time and in the morning. I’m trying to stay busy, whether it’s writing or journaling or just going on walks. 10 days soon!