A rough road
Hey guys, love this community already. Just wanted to share my story. I was introduced to this plague when I was like 9 or 10 by my older brother. And prolly at like 12 I was watching it a lot but not even knowing what masterbaition was. But when I did it 1 time I was hooked . When I was 13 or 14 I quit for 4 years then I was just week one night and folded and have folded countless times since then. I’m 19 I have so much to look forward to Lord willing. But it’s hard to quit. It feels like I’m “destined” to watch it. Like I will have a great day and then I get home and it’s almost like it’s a routine I’m forced to do. It’s rough but I am trying to get out of it. I can’t be hooked on this stuff anymore
You got this man! Lean on the Lord and ask for his strength. If you really need a break to reset, I would encourage you to fast. It will help you submit your flesh and strengthen your mind and spirit. And make sure to pray during your fast.