I failed
Well guys, I made a commitment to not watch porn for the whole month of June and I let my temptations get the best of me. I feel terrible and disappointed for myself cause I was 17 days clean and almost through the end of the month but my urges were too strong and took control over me. I’m still gonna complete the rest of the month but for now the only thing good that can come out of this is a learning opportunity, to understand what my weaknesses are and how to avoid it next time it happens. I’ll challenge myself even harder to make up for this failure and continue to strive for a greater success in my life
My friend, it sounds weird but next time you see porn like that… sit on your hands and just watch it until you come to your senses. At some point ur gonna realize how dumb it is… think that this is someone’s family member, how your future/current relationship would think of you, how meaningless it’s gonna feel to pleasure yourself… just sit on your hands (literally) and watch the video until you don’t care about it, then click uninterested on the video. It sounds weird but that helped reside my brain A LOT