I hate my self
I was going strong. 28 full days and I fucked up. I couldn’t help my self all I could think about was watching porn and all rational thought just vanished. I fucking hate my self. Stay strong brothers. Don’t lose sight like I have
I was going strong. 28 full days and I fucked up. I couldn’t help my self all I could think about was watching porn and all rational thought just vanished. I fucking hate my self. Stay strong brothers. Don’t lose sight like I have
To everyone thank you so much for the words of encouragement and support. It helps a lot. Despite my set back I’ll work on bettering myself even more. Thank you everyone truly
And don't be alone in this journey. Loneliness is why i even fell to such an addiction, i love you vro. Stay strong.
I've gone 54 days because of the love i had for myself, and now i believed i can do it. Not once i have gone this far and it's all because i trusted and believed myself. Sadly i relapsed but the lessons i've learned changed me and i'm sure one of those important lessons is believing you can do it.
It’s only up from there brother I was the same as you except I gave up for a while after a I failed after 25 days but now I’ve reached levels I couldn’t even fathom believe me it gets better and you will overcome it it stings now b it it will get better
Instead of hating yourself, please forgive yourself and realize without yourself you could have not gone this far the fact you gone without porn for 28 days speaks volume that you want change so badly, i hated myself when i kept relapsing every month but when i realized if i never believed myself, never forgave myself, never loved myself, i'll never ever beat this sin. No self hate will change you but love for yourself will change you.
A man can start again and again!