3 week streak gone. All because I purchased a sex toy for myself, after I finished usuing it I’m only just disgusting by the thing. And I just can bring myself not to hate myself. I hate myself so much and I just want to cry. I let down my self and god.
God bless you Mael your really helping me. Thank you.
Did you watch porn though?
i feel you man, i sometimes get into some levels i never imagine it would be possible. And i feel your disgust for yourself, but thats a fake feeling. You just fallen into lust, norhing more nothing else, you were just tricked by the devil. You are a great person and you are way better than you think, and God knows it, thats why he still forgives you amd love you. So try to think about that and dont hurt yourself with selfhate, just be thankful because you fighted for three weeks, i cant even get to 7 days, and be thankful that God is still with you because he knows how good you are. Apart fron that i suggest you throw that toy to the trash, i know it might feel bad to throw a thing you spend money with, but see how that toy is the thing that made you feel this way, so its better to throw it and keep on the fight. And man, im so proud of you, even if you failed, you are stronger, more inteligent and more precious that you think so lets try again
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I didn’t Larry but it was bad enough to reset