Read this if you’re struggling

Starting in 2014, I was hopelessly addicted to porn. In my friend group, I was always known as the horniest one. I had no self control. I watched porn every day for a decade at least once a day with very few exceptions. I was very depressed because, as I wanted to break free, I would see how all my friends had moved on from porn. Sure they watched it in high school, but not anymore. Why could they break free but not me? Why was I so weak willed. There was a lot of nights wondering what is wrong with me and nearly despairing, thinking I would simply never overcome this. I felt that if I was going to overcome, it would’ve happened by now. I am now at day 45 of being sober. If you told me even a few months ago that I would be able to go 45 days without porn, I would’ve said you’re crazy. I was hopelessly addicted, and while the battle never ends, I feel confident that I won’t return. All this is to say if I can do this, I promise you can too. I’m the least of all of you. No one had a weaker will than me. There will be tough nights. It is going to take time, maybe even a long time. But it will come, I promise. Do not despair. You WILL do this. One final note. If you’re trying to do this without Christ, you’re wasting time. I did not get to this point, He brought me here. I can promise this strength is not my own.