Day 2

I’m joining this app, not because I have an addiction to porn. It’s largely bc of my recent cycle of masterbation. I hate it. I go to work, 8-12hrs a day and then come home and pretty much go to straight to bed, builds up to having my weekends off and I fall into the cycle. I have a loose support system, but one I’ve struggled to be honest with. Recently, I’ve started developing feelings for a girl in my life. I asked her out earlier last year (she said no and I moved on, but I started realizing the more I’m around her, I’m not really over those feelings). I don’t put my odds of dating her high, but I sure do respect her and her love of God and how she lives life. Affected by the world but doesn’t let it control her. If God allows something to happen between us, I want to be the best man of God for her possible. I pray about it everyday. She deserves someone who can and will love her unconditional and without ceasing. If it’s not me, then I pray that the guy that does, loves her 4x more then I ever could. For me, I just want to be the best man of God possible and continue to share His love without shackles.