New mark

Honestly, I’m using this app differently now. First, it was porn that was the marker. Now, it seems like the big changer to it all is masturbation, and that’s my focus. I mean I’ve masturbated without porn over the last almost two weeks, and I thought I shouldn’t count it. Overall, it just doesn’t feel right, and I think if I cut off EVERYTHING now, that will make it easier because I saw a post of someone mentioning how to sit with that “boredom”. That’s what I want to do now. So, I don’t say this reset is a sign of defeat, but of new focus