Getting rough

Just about to hit day 6 (started 1 day before I found this app) but today has been the worst so far. The urge is intense. The blue balls are settling in. The need for escape is bad. Sadly I work an extremely high stress job and I travel 80% of the year so I end up stuck in a hotel every night with not much to do. Escape from this feeling is hard to find. This would be better if I wasn’t so introverted.