too far down the road

I’ve gone so much farther down this road than I thought I would. I became a Christian in 2020 and after a few months of prayer and some fasting here and there I got freedom from porn and was completely free of porn & masturbation for 2 years. Then, one day I let my eyes wander a little bit on Instagram. Over time, even after getting married in 2021, more and more and more inches were taken and I’m back to where I was before I became a Christian. I’ve never felt this much apathy about this addiction since becoming a Christian and it has me really worried for myself. Stumbled across this app today and hoping to get back on track. I want to feel good about myself and those around me again. I need to heal. New to the app so idk if there’s a way for members to stay in touch but if there’s a group chat id appreciate an invite, I need some homies Peace!