Day 2 Blues

Been clean for a day and a half now. Was supposed to have a date tonight but she bailed, and I’m actually kind of happy about it. I think I need to take awhile for myself but I don’t know how to actually pull that trigger and stick to it with FOMO and my sex drive; at the same time, don’t have a sex drive at all really since I broke up with my gf a few months ago. My mind is still super conflicted over it, even though I know it was the right thing to do. I just want to talk to her and try to resolve it but I know that isn’t an option. Guess I just don’t know what to do with myself right now.