locking in today

i’m tired of how my life is, i just constantly feel unmotivated to do anything, even things i used to enjoy are just dull, literally everything is just dull, and i know it’s because of this addiction and being addicted to nicotine. i decided i’m finally going to make a difference for myself. i’ve been trying for two months to get back on the grind of working out regularly like i used to, and in the past, it improved my life drastically, but now it only made a small difference, and it’s not as easy to do it. that’s because of these addictions too. i’m going to finally make a change, wish me luck