Back to zero
The moment I opened the door, the urge hit me like a truck. I was doing fine until last weekend. The urge was so big I landed on twitter. I have deleted it and tried to distance myself but the videos and images keep popping up on my mind. The urge is so overwhelming since then. I failed multiple times since the weekend and it’s been weighing on me so much. To all my brothers in Christ, please pray for me.
You got this brother, you can’t fail if you don’t give up. Greater is the one that overcomes adversity to reach the promised than the one that acheives it without troubles.