In doubt
I knew quitting this addiction was not going to be easy, but after 2 long streaks (15 and 11), my best in year, I was confident I was going to be okay. But I just relapsed after 2 days, I go to the gym, I try to avoid instagram content that could tempt me but I still relapsed. This is harder than I imagined. Can I really do it ? I was really optimistic because I made great progress with this app, but it seems my journey to being a better man is filled with traps and difficulties. I noticed a lot of people are turning to god and talking about it on this app, I was never a convinced believer, can He help me overcome my addiction ? How so ? I respect religion but there are some things I disagree with, I want to try, but I don’t know how to do this.
When you find yourself in those traps and difficulties is when you need God the most. That’s the time to come to Him in prayer —> (pray this: “God, I cannot do this on my own. I’m broken without you and I need you now desperately. Fill me with your love and joy than only you can give. Nothing in this world can ever satisfy this life except you. Thank you Lord in Jesus name. Amen.) God doesn’t speak to you verbally (hearing his actual voice) but you can feel his presence (the Holy Spirit within you). The Holy Spirit is our main helper in this life and is always with us wherever we go.