Battle Buddies: I have Fallen……..Time to get back up.

As you seen I have relapse and it wasn't my proudest moment. After everything going with finals and friends leaving. I wanted to try and meet people. But it ended up backfiring hard. These online dating/chat apps aren't for us. I met a girl and it was normal at first then she started coming on to me to which I was then hooked. After the whole thing I recongoize this old feeling and wish this was when I was dreaming again. It wasn't. But there is one thing that was different….i didn't dwell on it. This is the farthest I've ever gotten. Ever. So I know that not only I can do it again be I can and will get to that day 90 milestone. I got up took a shower Deleted/hid apps on my phone (hid X and FB because they are need unfortunately for work but out of sight out of mind) prayed to God and got back up. I may have broke my streak to no flap, but I will not continue this streak of temptation. I’ll stick to my motto. I may have fallen but I will get. Back. Up. “And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise them up. If they have sinned, they will be forgiven.” James‬ ‭5‬:‭15‬ ‭NIV‬‬ Battle Buddies Robert, Cameron, Jan, Logan, Kathryn, Mikayla, and Kaylah: I just want to say wow it's getting very hard to keep up with all of the new members joining. I just want to say I’m sorry that I did what I did. I wish it didn't happen but I am still in this fight and will meet all of you on that day 90 mark. I still have faith that we can all beat this thing. I will not stop till I do. You guys are awesome and I know its because of you all that I got as far as I did and I know that I can get even further. For the Lord has plans for all of us and I do not want to mess up his plans for me. Thank you all and I will never stop fighting for you, myself, or for God. I'm still in this till the end.