Temptation

The first moment we clicked a video is the moment that the lustful demons we have entered our lives. To be honest the urges and feeling of temptation never stop. You just have to become strong enough to get through them…the demon will realize he doesn’t have a hold on you anymore and flee. The moment you slip up they laugh at you because they got you right where they want you. I went 8 months clean. 244 days. I felt great. Randomly had a strong urge and my mind was filling with voices saying “you deserve a relapse after going this long” and “just try again next time it’s been a while.” and I listened. And you know what they did? They LAUGHED. Because I fell right into the hole I fought so hard to get out of. Stop letting the devil laugh and make a joke out of you. Stay strong and hold onto God.