Day 14

I’ve been cons in Ming this crap since I was in 8th grade and I graduated high school 3 years ago. Just tells you how long this stuff can hold on to you. After about 2 years of consuming that stuff I realized it was becoming an addiction when I tried to stop and couldn’t go more than a week without it. This is the first time in years I’ve ever been able to go 2 weeks without it and honestly I don’t feel quite as many urges anymore thankfully. Seeing posts on here really helps to remind me I’m not alone and that I really want to stop. Thank you everyone that posts on here offering advice and words of encouragement it really does help. And for anyone reading this. Don’t give up spend more time around family and friends if you feel the urge and keep pushing to reach the next badge and to see your plant grow on here. I try to just think of it as a video game. I’m hoping to make another post at 30 days. I’ve never gone that long. I’m hoping at that point I really start to feel like this stuff is no longer a part of my life.