8 days - was this close to relapse
I am so tired and I had immense urges. it seems that tiredness, lying in bed and the relaxed feeling afterward were fostering my desire to masturbate. and I watched some content. but the more and longer I did it, the wronger it felt. I started to feel that I‘ll regret it. so I stopped. and as for now, it feels right. I am not proud that I wasn‘t able to resist the urges from the beginning, but very proud that I did not continue until the climax. stoic mind over hedonistic body. I want to be able to say: For more than 10 days, I did not jerk off till the end and felt like shit afterwards. I hope that in 2 days, I can share that with you.
appreciate the comments, brothers. 🙏