Finally getting back my life!
After a couple months of nothing longer than a 3 day streak, I finally have it. I have struggled with this addiction for a long 8 years and I think I am finally getting out of it. For anyone out there who can never get past a couple days or hours, trust me, its possible. I never thought there was a way out of this. The way is Jesus. Simply putting him in every aspect of your life. It could be saying a meaningful grace before eating or drinking, or thinking about how he would like your outfit, or about the good grade you got in class. It takes a bit of time to master this, but I got it eventually. Thinking about him or saying a quick prayer in your head every hour or couple hours is exactly what he wants from you. The way to beating sin is Christ. All he ask for is a relationship with you, and thats what im attempting right now, which is slowly removing my lust. I also highly recommend using the recovery journey, but store it somewhere else because on this app the journal logs tend to expire after a couple days. I never used to be able to get past even a day. Now I am finally on my way out. You can do it guys, God is with you.
Amen brother! 🙏🏻