Just too difficult
I started watching this shit in 2013. I discovered no fap around 2019. So I’ve been doing this for around 12 years, and been trying to give it up for around 6 years, almost half the time I’ve been addicted. I’ve had streaks as long as 50 days, but even during those, the urge just feels stronger and stronger, like it’ll never go away. So I’ve decided along with getting this app, it’s time for a different approach. Just quit porn. Wanking still allowed. I’ve always tried to quit them together which as you all know is extremely difficult. Then, once I go 90 days without porn, I will attempt 90 days of no wanking also. Hopefully weening off this way will give me a better chance. Being that I’m 24 and have been watching this for literally half my life, I can’t even imagine how different my brain will be without it. But I intend to find out!
I know it’s not ideal, but I’m willing to try anything so make progress. My long term goal is still to quit masterbaition also. But currently just not able to do that