I nearly failed..

SO I’ve been really doing well since I’ve started, then suddenly like a wave of the urge to just bust and get it all out was insane . But each time I would just edge and not go the full way because I’m too scared to go back! So I try to re-centre my thoughts to God as I know that will save me and it did! Sex has been greater and I’ve been lasting longer and feeling bigger, so definitely don’t want to revert to my old self. BUT IT GETS DIFFICULT I WONT LIE!