10 years of consuming porn PART 1

Where do I begin? Around the age of 11 I had started watching soft porn, not knowing how it was going to change my life. Slowly and slowly the porn got more intense and strange. Around the age of 18 I had lost the female attraction that I once had no problem with. It’s like they could sense the desperation on me (I was jacking off minimum 2 times a day since I was 13). By that point I had been watching bi and trans porn. So I ended up doing things that I never thought I would do, sending and saying weird stuff to girls thinking it was okay because I’m good looking but it was just creepy, decreased muscle mass, no energy or motivation for life, had that lights on no one’s home look and also made me very weak and dumb. I first discovered ….