tomorrow will be the day
tomorrow will be the day i break my relapse cycle. every monday between 5am and 7am before i go to work i have the two hours alone and i always end up relapsing but not this time. this past week that i have been porn free i have been more confident in quitting this for good and free from urges and the need to watch porn than i ever have before and i feel that tomorrow will finally be the day i stop this cycle, it’s always the hardest time for me and i think that this will finally it for me. i’m so proud of myself for doing this not just for myself but for my gf too, she deserves this from me just as i do deserve it to myself and im very excited for it.
It’s good to be aware of your temptation cycle so you can keep an extra secure guard up during those time. Don’t let it become a self fulfilling prophecy, you got this!